Sunday, June 14, 2009

why?

one of my friends told me i write important things in my posts, that there inspiring, and everything else. i dont know why people have said that i do this, i just write what i feel, and what life means to me. life means so much, but we dont realize that life is something we take for granted. everyone treats life like we have another future, that we can have a do over, but we don't. when we realize we dont have a do over, we change everything in our lives. we cause change in the way we act, speak, and everything else, just because we think we can make our lives last longer, than what we have left. when we realize that we make a mistake that could cost our own lives, our own freedom, we do one of two things. we fight like hell to stay alive, or we give up completly, to death, to jail, to anyone just simply because were tired of fighting life. when we give up on life we have run out of things to live for. i live for everything, for my friends, my family, my team, and then for thinking that i can make someones life a little better. even if it is just mowing there lawn, or washing there dog. it is making there life a little better. there are some people in this world that have given up on life, so they make mistakes, and they have to deal with the consequences, some deal with it by fighting while others deal with it by giving up, and hoping that death comes quickly. now is your turn to choose, win your fighting a battle of your life you can fight and win, or you can give up and never see life again. this is the two roads we all have to choose from, a lot of people give up, but more fight, some win, while others never find happiness. it is up to you.

i dont really know why i was writing this, mabey because i believe that too many people have given up, or mabey because my grandfather is willingly giving up his freedom for a mistake he made, and he doesnt want to fight anymore. i am scared that he will do what many countless people before him have done, and just make it that death comes quicker, than later. as i think about him i know i can make it, because i never want to make my parents scared that i might give up. i will always fight for what i believe in. what i believe in is simple LIFE.life, will always be there, and you can never forget it, because you are always living it.

1 comment:

Victoria said...

hmmm, i wonder who that friend could be..? (;

and you just proved my point again, you do. life is something that most people do take for granted, as some just might not think it is worth living anymore, as they could be too lazy or just dont believe it to be. or some could have given up, but it could be, what they thought, was for the best.

i dont think hes giving up, necessarily. i think its just that he realized whathe did was wrong, and knew that he should face the consequences. you never know.